Love to be loved by you

2011-01-19T22:30:00.000-08:00

How wish I can walk out of the office right now, na na na .
FML, I'm leaving never coming back again.
Fuck this, fuck that fuck you like how she's fucking me tonight.

xoxo
keep those money rolling in my pocket please.

2011-01-14T20:52:00.000-08:00

SUN CITY & SOHO NIGHT

They party like a Rock Star ♥

2011-01-09T00:19:00.000-08:00

夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地..

多的是你不知道的事....

My love,

I am not sure when will you be visiting my blog again,but i just wants to let you know how have i been feeling all these while...

It all started with a tap on your shoulder,under the starry night.And you happened to be the one whom hold my hand tight right after my previous heartbreak.Your existence kept me so peaceful every night to bed without tearing anymore, you made me feel so complete.Those were the days and memories we used to shared. One year has past away from those sweet surrender, and now,do you still feel the same like how we feel in the past? Things start to changes without our notice,is it because we are way too close and we forgotten what we should surrender? Baby, I know you have done your very best to salvage this love from breaking apart. I love you, and i will always be loving you. I believe if we were meant to be together, no matter how hard this love gonna be, we will make it to our future.

My Dearest Yap June Siong..

2011

2011-01-01T20:47:00.000-08:00

Finally i decide to blog after so long. perhaps is a brand new year, with new hopes and faith.
But the very first day of 2011, i got rather upsets. sometime things just happens in this way,the more you avoid,the more it will happened.This time round, whatever situation that occurs i will learn to accept with a smile.Is not easy to forget a past which you wanted badly,but this time round i will choose not the remember. I will be happy, i know i can.

2010-03-22T02:54:00.000-07:00

You want my love, you want my ♥
& we will never never ever be apart.

My loverboy will be back, in 24hrs time

his torture trip is finally soon to be over, now his having a good time in the hotel i guess?

poor boy had stomach pain and vomited tons of time due to his itchy mouth.

i miss his hugs and kisses, his nagging and his spastic face

the very heartwarming boy i ever had.

thou you very irritating but you know i love you still more than words

still love to be loved by you.

come back i finish the whole song SNSD gee for you okay?

& we go prawning on Friday night..or maybe some romance .. with the candle in your room?

You know ?

I don't know what will happen to us in the future

or what had happened in the past

but all i know and i want is to have you now and forever.

word you can say plenty, speak you can say plenty.

but action only can be seen and to be feel.

very happy and glad, you have done that to prove how much important the love we had .
=)

lalala. you know i miss siong siong alot alot?

you must be real dirty when you are back, you know what i mean..

all your golds in your ears and nose.（笑）

come back and give me your longest yearning hug.

xoxo

2010-03-18T08:42:00.000-07:00

HAPPY SEVENTH MONTH ANNIVERSARY♥
Shawn Junior yap Jun siong
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou
is not just 3 words
Is more than the hidden meaning
Honey darling, thou we have only gone through 7 months,but everything that occurs in between is the most precious moments. The very first time we chatted on the phone, the very first time i save your picture in my phone( oh so stalker)& the very first time we meet. slowly as time goes by..we become so our self that we were so comfortable to be who we are. I enjoyed having you by my side, because you will always accept my nonsense ,but at times you will always argue with me, but well i enjoyed it alot. Days without you, felt a little missing a little empty.you said you will repay the love you own me all these while, please do so..I'm so much missing to be love by you.
xoxo
xoxo
please keep this 180809 legend going on

2010-03-12T20:25:00.000-08:00

PHOTOSHOOT FOR AUMTUM SUNG (REQUEST)

Been busy with shootings nowadays, just finsh the shootings with Ris low( ex beauty queen sg)
photos will be update soon.
((:

2010-02-25T19:42:00.000-08:00

Sorry for neglecting my blog. After viewing back my previous post, i think life is making a big fun of me. well, accept it then to avoid it. Thanks to all whom concern about me. Finally the problem which gave me a hell stress is solve. Everything is over, hopefully will be a better.

(: will update soon. shall let the pictures said the words.

For my beloved

2009-12-05T23:49:00.000-08:00

I know you might not come across my blog anymore, due to neglecting the post which were suppose to update everyday. Apologise if there is unaware changes within me. The love within us is flowing aimlessly, is not because of you, but because of me. Because of my past, the living which still stay within hurts you like those silent unproven bullet drops. I can't forgive myself for being such a selfish girlfriend, i had it once , i had it twice. The edge of losing is back again, i blame no more but the lies i choose to hide. Till the very last moment, i choose to give up myself. But you choose to held me once again, this is the love i always wanted to feel again. Thanks for not giving me up, but still ,I believe we have a path to walk, maybe not a long one, but they called this never ending. You end my silent night with hug and kisses, you wake my morning with your smile.. thinking back i will lose it once again, i couldn't stop the tap which flow within my eyes. Will the stars still shine for us? the seven which we use to count every night. Baby, i did not forget the wonders memories we used to share. You know, never did i realised love could be so true like this. I thought i can never get out from my past, but with you i learn to accept and forget..

Once again, let me still be the star that shine you every night ♥

2009-12-05T23:38:00.001-08:00

Apologise for neglecting this blog again, I don't know why I am so inpatient. like again & again. well shall load some donkey years pictures taken after zirca with my cliques.. you know things start changing , like everyone start going their own ways , their changes of point of view.

And so, we learn to grow within different changes.

2009-10-28T11:49:00.000-07:00

Lechelle had a talk , the hidden truth.. that hurt me badly dead.
I had a good crying.

2009-10-21T01:02:00.000-07:00

2nd part of birthday.

went to brother house early in the morning, played with my little girl ruixin and share the brownie brought by my clique 5 to my family. And margie my maid cook me bee hoon, she told me she didn't cut those bee hoon, as for longevity. haha! so coool. its been a while since i celebrate with my family.. pretty heart warming thou. During noon, sis in law drove us to town to get my birthday present. wooh! little ruixin was very happy..start smiling none stop. Mum & Dad brought me my burberry bag, sis in law brought me heels from Charles & keith. sooooo happy

caah came over to town to meet us, and back to brother house. oh, amanda and will i am, came over to find us. like everyone is very tired so we did nothing much just chill in my room. we had KFC haha! Till dad arrived in the night, we had our family dinner & cut myyyyyy birthday cake. duh i forget to take pictures .. =( but its okay.

Overall, thanks for everything!xoxo

2009-10-19T13:44:00.000-07:00

20102009

The day which i have been supposedly waiting had finally arrived.. maybe it might just be another birthday but.. never mind. I thought i might just sleep through on my birthday, but i just couldn't stay at home. I went out and have a stroll till i found a place to chill and smoke. This is the part where.. my cliques they show me love. I was really surprised, didnt i expect them to turn up infront of me like 12am sharp? I almost tears when i see jeshua & his gf, next my dearest caah & xavier holding my birthday brownie towards me and that very nice bouquet of roses. This is so heart warming i swear upon. smses coming in greeting me & stuffs like this just make me so happy. Next Ah dong mark her words & came down to my place.. & you know what? when i open my door.. i saw her parents holding another cake and a bottle of Mirrool creek, second time which i almost tears.. never did i realised that this birthday could be so heartwarming. Thou there isn't any parties like the previous years.. but i appreciate for everything i had. Thanks for being there for me. Iloveyou people!

Thanks for all the birthdays wishes i had!

Now I am officially 19. Time to be sensible? or maybe i should start thinking when I am 18? ..

Well..

Happy birthday to me!

sad or not i will be happy..

like what you guys said. life is short, better keep me smiling xoxo.

2009-10-15T14:27:00.000-07:00

My birthday is coming :( i bet this year won't be any happening one.
sis & cliques asking me how to celebrate & even random people whom we don't contact anymore..like .. i don't know? happy enough to received a bag from dad & mom.
life is a daily routine which drive me nuts

2009-10-09T03:04:00.000-07:00

My click five...

they are my ultimate sunshine which shine me warm and laughter

yesterday was suppose to meet up at zirca, but it crop up to be some lesbian parties which all of us got abit pissed off & decide to go neither zouk or double O .. but we ended up in attica.

free bottles of jin liqueur makes us go gaga, we just couldn't stop silly games through out the night. very nice of our supperclub guy whom treat us his bottles. geee gee

& we saw alot of CMI shufflers..xavier told me this is skill, till i know this is the most ugly one. like what the f ? After club, we headed of to boatquay. As usual .. 12 element. the waitress is very nice.. i mean this particular one haha! & now im having hangover -.- geee

2009-10-06T15:55:00.001-07:00

When it comes to reality, think god is making a fool out of myself.
something you yearn so long is back after a long period & is gone within sec. how would you feel?
I'm trying hard to be myself, but when i see myself in such pathetic state, i shed for myself for being such a fool.why bother to linger the pain which should even exist in the first place. Yes i did made mistake which you people think that it shouldn't be forgiven, but what is done cannot be undone, and nobody is perfect. If you're trying to be a saint out there, then you might need to try harder. stop taking me like a fool, i don't owe anyone a living, don't take me for granted or any substitute. i had it once i had it twice, now i had it way to enough. fucking spare a thought for me, i got feelings that will make me sad. but to be strong i choose to bottle it all up, till one day i really breakdown.. i will shake everything away and fly. please, don't torture me anymore..this feelings just suck to the core. I'm not emotional or being annoyed. I'm dying soon from this slow lingers which kept my heart bleeding . Don't try to bring me down anymore..

2009-10-05T14:08:00.000-07:00

'Cause nothing seems so truth When I'm beside you And my dream Of all thing is all in my hand Naked, perfect, so beautiful You turn me up and down I was spinning round and round You never get enough, baby you don't You're a shining star .

Life is meaningless, I wanna grasp for a breath.
don't drown me anymore

2009-09-28T10:34:00.000-07:00

Dont ask me why i strike three on my face, it wasn't me. It was suppose to be like these if you happen to work in supperclub. fancy fancy creative is the idea. But not so bad that day.. only lines glitters on hairs .. I had a great time working back with my babes, like indah lynn and adit, my favourite please. & yes i miss supperclub after so long ever since i work again, many chances and many unfamiliar faces, duh I dont give a damn.
& yes this spell supperclub

2009-09-28T10:26:00.000-07:00

Happy 1st Birthday Ruixin.

My baby niece, finally you turn to 1.

She the cutest thing on earth

Love you to bits!

Was really lethargic after work, and have to rush down to her birthday in the early morning, didn't had sufficient sleep, as you I sleep a lot. heh

gastric in back again, like ever now and then i feel the pain. :(

I had enough of all these never ending pain.

2009-09-25T01:30:00.000-07:00

We like to party rock.

Le i back to supperclub for F1 event

well, hopefully money and tips plus commission start rolling.

so yucky, have to work with hypocrite.. but doesn't matter

,I'm still the rockstar

you ain't try to change me.

oh yea, caah ride me out yesterday.. more exciting than escape theme park.. you never know what is gonna happen next.. & i never hug her, that's why double the danger..uh dontcare.

my heart need a listener

my eyes need to be release

my feelings need to be true

I'm still standing strong. but soon this will breakdown.

stop those lingers, i had it too much

2009-09-22T12:06:00.000-07:00

Met hun & caah today.

We had GBJD

thou days and time is short but you know I love you

Baby, fall asleep while talking to me on the phone.. i hear him breathing..

stomach start to stir. & .. so uneasy

2009-09-21T16:02:00.000-07:00

Someone tell me what I am looking for, tell me that's not me .

Somewhere in the darkness I found a hero to reign my soul.

well,life is getting circle, a never ending stop.
this is random..

hypocrites and loud talkers, please get a life.

you're so disgusting, you brag like no tomorrow, I'm starting to detest you

move please, get out my way.

Baby hun, i miss you .

You are a shooting star,that's why you are my favourite

2009-09-19T14:19:00.000-07:00

My unique love

my kiss you smile

Chapter One 180809

though we had some tiff that may seems to break this chapter,but you know deep down inside my heart I didn't mean to hurt you in ways or words. For this, i love you more than words.

Like I know it hurts you & make you shed.For this, i love you more than life.

& every little smile we shared, every little joke we laugh. You know these are so precious to me.

For this i love you even more.

remember how we first started? & ended up like what we are now?

like...great minds think alike. geegee, the very particular moment,we speak like one.

this is soooo speechless.

for this, i love you in age of time.

baby, you're one so unique. one so irritating also, but i like. gee

I duper like your classic face. please remember that is only for me..

I love your hugs, your hands, your everything...

I yearn your hugs, me myself to be in your arms..

for you i will, be your sweetest girlfriend ever.

with kisses and blue roses

xoxo

2009-09-13T12:12:00.000-07:00

chestnut brown with bangs

Jessica say I look like a small girl.

yadadada, features is deceiving

Baby is back to camp, &we blade goodbye.

Weekend will be working, no time for baby.

really sorry about it, thou is our very first chapter one.

but you know, you are always the one in my heart, like ..the one that keep me alive.

& now I am so in love with sextasy. east clubbers.

2009-09-13T00:10:00.000-07:00

The harder you try to posses it , the harder it will be yours

Like when you know love come and goes around...

you wait and see, until you can find someone whom can read you through your heart and mind &

this is the reason why

I found my sweetest escape

Yap Jun siong I love you

2009-09-10T11:40:00.000-07:00

Sometimes in life, you ought to find a reason which is actually a excuse to deceive the people around you.

be it a white or black lie, after all is still a lie

there is nothing like, i lie for your sake, i lie because i care.

rubbish, or just because they are known as " white lies?"

then what about the black one? it is how you hurt people by telling them the truth?

If the out come is still the same, will you choose to lie in the first place?

sometime human beings are just being contradict in ways, just like not being truth to themselves.

why bother to think so much, when you run away from those facts which should have been faced in the first place.

you grumble you mumble, blaming everyone around you like the whole world owe you everything.

have you ever spare a thought for yourself, why can't you even be truth to ask what you actually wanted in life.

huh? lechelle.

I wish upon a star, hoping for another one, and another one more.

they call this sight meteor rain?

baby niece was at my place today, she's the sweetest girl, I love this little pie.

Imagine, she is my baby. do i look like a mother?

2009-09-08T07:41:00.000-07:00

Im happy i am sad
I want to eat green tea icecream
I want to go ikea
I want to pass btt
I want short hair
I want a stable job
I want mummy to be happy
I want caah to be safe whenever she is out on the road
I want loud music
I want to shake my stress away
I want to sing you a lullaby
I want to to scream my lungs out
I want another stary night
I want to be alone
I want to go thailand
I want to have my nose surgery
I want to stay away from troubles
be it happy for sad, this is all i want.

2009-09-08T07:34:00.000-07:00

So in love with this song -终于说出口
spell B O R E D .
I have been rotting ever since my last job.
Deep & meaningless
get a lifeeeeeeee please
Whateveeeeer Im so sleepy goodnight!
I miss my
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xoxo
goodnight

2009-09-07T03:42:00.000-07:00

You like it long or short?

tell me tell me tell me..

2009-09-07T02:19:00.000-07:00

Diet for months
I badly need to be skinny
HAHA.
well, how long can i endure?

2009-09-06T22:12:00.000-07:00

Weekend is for love

been spending my time with baby for days as this is all we could treasure

:) when loves come around...

well..Jeshua say is not fair for your boyfriend is you still dwell with your past with hatred.

alright, i'll stop those mentions that shouldn't even be started..gee

madonna de salim finally got her bike, so cool please! such a big booha, i swear i need times to figure how the hell am i going get up her bike.

Lechelle had enough of playing and funnnns, I want to move on with a goal in life, but the very sad case is i don't know what am i up too..

somebody please guild me.

yadadada, so randomly got my smiley back, as well as boyfriend.

he is such a dare, when it comes to me... i linger and linger till both almost pissed off.

madonna did our piercing.. shiok to pierce us?

boyfriend is back in camp..

weekend weekend, you better be good in camp..

if not.. 你girlfriend我 will poke your face

xoxo

I want my milktea from doubty gt.

2009-09-03T21:43:00.000-07:00

Dont make me pissed, I am not having a good day
I have no more words to say
lady gaga please poke their face, they look so fugly

hmmmerm, should I cut my short hair?

2009-09-03T21:35:00.000-07:00

I hold on to the angry that suppose to make me go gaga
I felt utterly out of words, having you turning out to be some hooligans just make feel so uneasy
you just failed to be one.
Lechelle never motherfucking owe you anything, don't come fuck me up & downs.
I didn't say the same back to you, is because I don't want to be in the same level as you.
time to grow up, you say you move on.. then don't come and interrupt my life, as I never fucking interrupt yours, who cares what happen to you maryjane, fuck off.

big time mofos.

2009-09-03T05:57:00.000-07:00

Its been long since I last cried.
I have so many sorrows I skip in life
I dont want to dwell on it anymore, please don't come back.
I know this is not the ending, is just the begining.

2009-09-02T02:09:00.000-07:00

★LECHELLE

2009-09-01T07:49:00.000-07:00

Happiness = boyfriend & me :)

this is so cool, boyfriend got to book out for awhile today & soo we meet up for our GBJD.

Raining CATS & dog, I don't like, I like.

after dinner we did something.. so not us.

kindhearted in ways to feed stray cats

was suppose to cat hunt for caah but...

she didn't pick.. sosososososo we gave up.

boyfriend walked me home, & off he go back to his camp

awww..friday friday see you see you again.

hunn sweet love love yelle oh vee ee.

ohya, guess who is beside me now?

*******************************

Madonna de salim

she's my pavilion sister.

I am so tired

Hello! comfy bed I am going to lye on you tonight.

xoxo-

wait this is random,

I got a cousin whom always steal my tibits.

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2009-08-29T22:50:00.000-07:00

& again, met baby to town for my shopping, awww very happy to mention I brought my nudeey

lipstick from mac and my liquid foundation. VERY good, think I won't be using Stage product for time being.

& now..

I am a new mac lover.

After shopping we headed down to douby gout to get my favourite milk tea in town &

posh brownie for lynn & caah

caah was feeling down,hopefully this can cheer her up:)

decided to called cliques for plans,and they decide to have a movie in cine..

Jessica bf, lynn bf, lechelle bf.

geeee so couple please, & we had this show Final Destination

well surprisingly I didn't fall asleep as I was busy with my popcorn

rated 7/10

After movie, baby and I didn't join them for supper as we were abit it restless with plenty sleepless night, so we headed back to our area to have our supper instead.

we had GBJD.

& he bobo burn his hand

2009-08-29T22:20:00.000-07:00

Finally the weekend I look upon has arrived.

I have so many so many to mention, every little details bits to bits are so much special.

baby caught a firefly for me like i mention the previous post, I'll show you a picture of it.

Is my first time seeing a firefly, damn bloody small .. not as disgusting as i seen it on youtube.

baby also let me tried this veryyyyy duper disgusting food from camp, which he had to eat when his out in the field. This is really shit I swear.. well too bad, army serving singapore, what more do you expect..

Oh my, baby did something very sweeeet, like he make a wording with Love at the garden behind my balcony... this is so speechless

With love & kisses.

2009-08-26T05:59:00.000-07:00

Pictures above is my niece ruixin

VERY cute right?

hopefully next time my baby will be as cute as her

but, I prefer son.. & so he can go around and fool innocent girls.

yadadada, what the fuck am I talking.

as usual, I miss my darling boy, =(.

life for me is getting verrrry original and bored

I am no longer the girl whom you can spot in clubs.

nor bq cq town or whatsoever.

very good girl right?

please I need a job that keep me occupied

Get a life, is time to grow for a better

and to all whom claim that you concern about me, please dont bother to mention anything about any of my past boyfriend. as they are horrible shit.

maybe I might also be their worst nightmare, but now.. Im the sweetest of all sweetest.

I am happy to have my boy now.

more the enough & I love him more than life.

Baby is out in the forest again, silly bobo injured your leg

well well friday I give you love and care okay?

xoxoxoxo

2009-08-25T07:50:00.000-07:00

Raining cats & dogs
Baby was shivering
I was sleeping like a log
If only there is a hug to feel us both with warm
how great will that be
Guess what?
he caught me a tingling bobo fireflies
but is dead =(
But is the thoughts that counts
I LOVE YOU DARLING!
My sweetest army boy.
Friday please arrive =(
lechelle is only happy when weekend arrive...

2009-08-24T02:32:00.000-07:00

Jerrrrry

Jessica & me

Everyone has a past, be it good or bad.

You still have to accept the fact.

life is meaningless without being happy

but can anyone define the word of being happy?

Now i wish upon a love that will stay strong

someone whom can make me move on..

Its been years having different people passing through my life, but i think this really sucks big time.

As they come & go, give & take..

some take me like a fool, some i treat them like a fool

silly, maybe is retribution..

I've been through the worst shit in life,

never did i realised love can bring me down.

like i swear upon this time, I am going to make it a better one..

Words may be the most sweetest thing you can ever say. But

when it comes to action, who can be the sweetest?

awwww, I have to mention this.

My girl is a strong girl, she have been through more than I .lets compare to her situation, I think what i going through is nothing..

I hope she will be happy, for who is she now.

Side by side, I had this hug that I want it to be forever.

A hand with four finger gap, for me to hold..

a smile that melts everything, a heart that couldn't been seen.

but i know his beating for me.

yelle oh vee ee

Junnnnsiong.

you're the reason for me to start anew.

2009-08-23T02:12:00.000-07:00

Sat. caah getting her bike bike bike (:
she promise to ride me out. oh lets have some fun with no pain and tears, (girl you know what i mean?)
geeeheeee...this is so random.

2009-08-22T18:09:00.000-07:00

I kept myself awake just to hear you breathing
from far apart of my dreaming, I wish you could be my sweet surrender.
I am sorry for the bads, the very unwanted feelings I gave you, the very insecure you, kept me thinking...
Never did i meant anything, upon everything I wont repeat what is done today.
If only love is not being describe in words, how true & sweet can that be?
promise to overcome your mind over body, I know you're tired in ways. Have a real good rest
this is all I wanted.

well, I went over to costa sands to meet sweetest, as he went over for his friend birthday chalet.
was really feeling weird at first, as time goes by.. those faces became familiar.perhaps after today I guess true love really does exist, maybe in different point of views,like regardless of how in perfect your partner is, eventually all you will see is something that is flawless within them.
didn't manage to take pictures as my phone went low batt. wtf..
oh,I can bbq very nice yummy hotdogs, gee . & my sweeeeetest bbq me 1 very flugly hotdog, but never mind his very first time.

2009-08-22T03:53:00.000-07:00

With my new LG arena,

I just can't stop being a cam whore.

Oh my you spin my heard right round

Looking back flashing back...

bla, so random & lame.

Oh ya, went over to emily place yesterday with lynn.

we had the longest ultimate sex topic

laugh out loud -

damn kinky hor?

well well.. 2009 no virgins please, please uh girl out there don't say you're one.

I will kick your ass.

yelle oh vee ee..

I met js yesterday. as usual laugh out loud.

we got very unique communication

dont be jealous okay(:

caah woke me up damn bloody early, & I company her to town to get her stuffs.

& then, home sweet home.

stop me from spending money please =x

I need a fulltime job, Kai say I become matured already, just because i know how to think!

I am leaving supperclub, had enough of fun fun fun.

Is time to make mom happy.. I want to be a goodgirl whom wake up early & sleep at night.

xoxo.

2009-08-20T07:10:00.000-07:00

His under the stars tonight, sleeping in a hole he dug.
with many gui gui around flooding beside him.
omgomg.
dont be scare, thou I may not be there to keep you accompany,
but you know I am just a call away from you.
I misss you,
all we can do is misses and none stop missing.

2009-08-19T15:45:00.000-07:00

Was feeling so lethargic.

Caah came over my place last night, thou we didnt't have a room to chill

but she managed to grab some sleep unlike me.

& she damn evil, she don't want to let me sleep, & starts talking some rubbish to irritates me.

she said she like to see the way I am pissed off. haha wtf? she got abit minor down syndrome.

& so we went over to cck to get my stuffs & had our dinner.

chill around till we got the urged to find kittens again, we train to bukitgombak...

but end up we didn't find any because.. I am so tired to even move.

headed home sweeet home after that!(:

I slept at 10.30 last night woke up at 7.00am

very unlike my lifestyle, but maybe soon or later I need to be use to it .

my sweeeetest boy will be out for his army for days, awww

takegoodcare, i'll miss you.

xoxo

2009-08-18T16:37:00.000-07:00

Alot of things going through my mind.
I know I have a past which is so horrible and unforgiven
but what is done cannot be undone.
I told myself not to let myself have a chance to be regret again,
and never cry over spilled milk,
thou words they sound so cheap, but I'll prove them wrong.
Don't ask me am I rushing, I may seems to be,but i follow my feelings
I guess I'll never be wrong this time.
Days are short, but the night is long.
All we had was moments of you & me
please stay like these forever
I can never change the fact
I have accept the reality
so be it.
& now you're mine to keep.
inside my beating ♥

2009-08-18T12:26:00.000-07:00

My sweetest living thing on earth is down sick :(

Oh my god.

I met caah today for supper & cam whore, no is suppose to be my dinner i assume?

god gracious, after so many years of living in this world, i wasted 1/half hour catching.....

(kitten) with caah. what the fuck, both old enough to think. but likewise we choose to, roam around bukitbatok drain and search for cats. My god, never give up man, we even went to 7eleven t0 buy food for those bloody damn cats. waste time, waste money. I told her to follow my tactical movement, but we both end up empty handed. on the verge of giving up, i heard my name....

It was clement,phelia, & jiajun.

As usual jiajun couldn't stop his kpkbness. or maybe getting worst.

we had some chat, & back home sweeeeet home.

caah came over to my place for a night but.. bloody fuck. cousins occupied my room!

pissed

you know what I am thinking b2?

you're beating heart baby .xoxo

get well soon i miss you.

awww,army army = no life

enough of my words.

show you some pictures :)

2009-08-18T03:38:00.000-07:00

Very random post.

Indah my best workingmate/ bartop baby!

omg. I think I am getting tired of nightlife.

oh my, so contradict can?

life become so meaningless with the same routine

but i guess, soon will be over.:)

p/s: I am missing my sweetest sweet junsiong.

2009-08-17T09:55:00.000-07:00

Indah Lechelle wati

Adit wati Lechelle Jeshua

My supperclub loves!

2009-08-17T07:16:00.000-07:00

Js sweetest(:

I have so many to mentions, so many mixed feeling, so many so many.

In the night we hear each other talk, the sweetest story ever told.

the running veins live within me, his a beating heart baby.

thou days are short, but it seems so long.

This is something which i always wanted,never did i predict he can be so special

don't ask me, words are easy to say, all we can is to show it love.

I dont want it to be a infactuation, maybe something that lingers, like how much you

wanted to be loved.

we had a movie,thou is stupid but we enjoyed it.

who the hell say where got ghost is nice?

serciously no storyline.

even lynn told me she fall asleep when she is watching it.

I met lynn to plaza & have dinner today like

finally she managed to pick my call somehow.

eventually i do miss her okay, still the same very cute & irritating

might be meeting her tomorrow, depend on the time i woke up.

geeee! sillygirl, have patient and wait for you boy. True love is only being

seen by the proccess and the final.(:

well, i got injured during work. Bloody mofo step my leg.

damn fucking pain, I see blood, i feel pain, iqbal clean my wound. he is so nice to

let me enjoy the procees of pain.

hopfully this mofo break her legs, yes I am evil in ways.

2009-08-14T17:44:00.000-07:00

Supperclub anniversary hella tired, but i went off half way.
Ohyea, i meetttttt someone someone someone so unique.
He show me the love.
I don't know but i think this is not a simple crush.
How sweet your words be estimated,
when you know great mind think alike, you will know how i feel now.
laughter,love you & me.
Jsjsjsjsjsjsjsjsjsjs ((:
are you thinking what I am thinking?
I dont know why i feel this way,
but his the first & thing on my mind
hope you won't be another heartless
7 stars tonight, kiss me sweet goodbye.

(''V')

2009-08-13T16:50:00.001-07:00

RED HANDED,omg

2009-08-13T16:10:00.000-07:00

2009-08-13T16:02:00.000-07:00

Might be deleting my blog away due to some mofos reason.
well, i think.

Oh ignore my openings,
this is not a simple crush.
((:
I miss i miss miss miss miss miss you. so xxxxxxxxxxxx
Supperclub first aniversary!
see you people there!
I dont feel like working, but no choice.
oh baby, show me the love.

2009-08-12T04:55:00.001-07:00

Fucking pissed

2009-08-12T01:43:00.000-07:00

I woke up, having a msg on msn really melts my heart.
not only a simple msg, is from someone whom is just not a name.
I guess he must be real tired. whole night none stop talking, how?
drink plenty of water, & dont be fussy about food alright. xoxo
Why am I feeling this way?
& omg, should I go work today?
Think forsake for someone, I am quitting my job (:
yesterday,what i have been advoidedall is something can never be advoided
i guess this is fated. horhorhorhor, but i guess he even more shocking than me.
jsjsjsjsjsjsjsjsjsjs

2009-08-11T09:56:00.000-07:00

Get well soon,

xoxo.

2009-08-11T04:04:00.000-07:00

long or short?

123456?

pierce or anot

stars or geisha

love me or hate me?

sorry caah, get well soon =x

didnt wanted to pass my virus to you.

Im getting happier each day

2009-08-10T23:04:00.000-07:00

A 18 year old Belgian girl called Kimberley got world famous in a couple of days because of her tattoo story, that goes like this:
Kimberley went to a local tattoo artist because she wants 3 colored dots tattooed on her face. The tattoo artist convinces her to have 3 stars instead of dots. What follows is a bit unclear, but she claims she fell asleep or passed out... Anyway, when she wakes up she discovers she has 56 stars on the left side of her face!
Very strange story... Why would a tattoo artist do such thing anyway and how can you fall asleep while having a tattoo? Some people say the whole story is a hoax orchestrated by a local radio station...
Update: Kimberley confessed "off camera" that she didn't fall asleep and that she made up the whole story because she was afraid of her father's reaction. She wanted the stars tattoo and actually liked it in the beginning. She is now having the tattoo removed (laser removal), a process that will take about 2 years, but should bring her face in the original condition. She says she wants to keep the stars above her eyes...

I bet you people have seen this before, what the ff, now then i know the true.

I also want stars ley!

2009-08-10T12:20:00.000-07:00

I slept my whole monday to tuesday.
Daotong called,& i was awake
he say i pig, nevermind everyone said the same thing
oh, was suppose to meet mum out shopping end up was too tired, think she was pissed.
didn't meet israel either, he woke up late too.
junjie send me a sms, damn funny
":-( you only know how to sleep,go out sleep,sleep,go out , and sleep again,you pig :-("
ya why? cannot is it ! lol
shut the whole world up, i rather sleep then to stay awake now
I have too many things to face, i rather run away.
oh yea, dexter one find day i will steal your dog & kill it. you wait & see
cocky!
should i work tomorrow? wtf,
okay goodnight I am going bed

Now a line standing with 5 people, they dedicate you a love song, a love poem, & normal sweetalks
what will you do?

2009-08-09T20:24:00.000-07:00

woke up, bathe 7 stuff met caah to supperclub.
was over to look for douk (manager) end up didn't got my things settle.but nevermind I still have tuesday. Oh yea, jeshua very famous in sc already so many pictures with adit fahzih luke? blabla the voguelious group! (sorry dont know how to spell). & dearest indah brought hes bf in to sc to be one of the staff. & today was damn stupid, i swear this is the worst underage party held . & i guess first & last, as douk was real pissed with alot of things. wtf the sound system spoilt & the cost bloody millions. gg
benji winson was signed in as gueslist but soon they left. too bored for them can't blame.
i met, vincent euguene lowee,luke,& alot.
after club, not to long RAIN
but i like raining morning very romantic
& Eugene was nice to keep my company till 7
as i was waiting darling boy to finsh his work
he damn pissed, whole night fucking people
so am i actually.
oh yea remy! hahaha
& his friend wtf say i nonya?
this *&^@!
& the botak vvvvvvv irritating , next time i see him in sc i will screw him
ahhhhhh oh yea i forgot to mention i met darlingirl siok yit and her cousin
OMG we chatted all the way from batok to cityhall, like i fucking miss her
we just to kpkb like no tomorrow.
hahaha she damn f open, like her opening was like
" hey I am a bisexual now"'
I WAS LIKE COOL.
haha.
uh f tired, meeting israel for some stuffs, if only he managed to wake me up,
or he remembered his way to my house, he can try asking my mum to open the door
if not, like 3 years ago, he can enjoy waiting me for 3 hours. hahaha!
I got many pictures to load.
see luh see luh,
quote from jeshua- when you are in the club, everyone is single
you this nbcb(:
oh jeshua is darlingb!
dexter sms meeeee, i told him ramdom, he text me, & i guess he fall asleep -.-

2009-08-08T16:45:00.000-07:00

I met _____

Met benard & zihui:)

Shuan &&& FORGOT their names
wtf they say i look like chipmunk?

I really like chatting with zihui she is one so sociable and honest like,
everyone has a past, but the past are the reason that make us today.
Be it happy or sad, I hope not to remember your name.
You're one kind jerk, hopefully one day you will appreciate what people have done for you
soon or later you will realised all the stones you busy picking is gone. Not even the gem whom you abandon will be there for you anymore.
In life ,you meet different kind of people.
I think all those i met were quote as One kind
Guys what does it takes to make you happy actually?
be content of what you have.
Thou i am another kind, but a unique kind
I look things from negative, & i think is time to burn all motherfuckers down
either I live up to my name
or i bring it down now
& please Don't act like a saint to me.
This really turn me off

2009-08-07T23:05:00.001-07:00

I forgot to mention, sin madeeee me very sweet breakfest with manyyyy
HONEY!

2009-08-07T22:46:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 2am. just bloody hell couldn't get back to sleep, had a chat with sin. & suppose i forgotten his birthday. but, inadvance i went over his place to keep meet him for a chat. Oh yea, his mum & daddy damn cute.I think this brat is damn lucky to have a father like this, don't underestimate
what daddy love is. We were talking like, tattoos, smoking, thai, and whatever shit we think off.
sin did changed after years, but this irritating still the same. HAHA, bloody. He got this idea of testing how to fall asleep. you must see his reaction. laugh out loud. Enjoy your 19 birthday.& ya he told me my 19th birthday he would give me a coconut as present, he said out of unique. ffffff you. But much appreciate, you better remember my big day.
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELVIN SIN
GOODNIGHT,
I'm going to bed
oh, I think i've totally recovered
thanks for all the love and concern you people once gave me
xoxo

2009-08-07T14:30:00.000-07:00

Happy 19birthday Sin!
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

2009-08-06T19:08:00.000-07:00

Should i pierce back septum & smiley?

my extension should i?

wtf, contradict

2009-08-06T17:52:00.000-07:00

I couldn't sleep. I can't forget the face telling me you were leaving, Its been 2 months I last saw you. till now, I still think of all the sorrows, I tried to move on, but i was held back by every little memories that lingers. I want release my tears to the place where we first met. I am not happy at all, I just want to break away from everything. I am sorry, I am really sorry. I cried till my voice they go numb, I scream for you till my lungs they sore. I just want a chance to be seen.
How much misses, how much it can never be estimate. I run away from the fact, from the true. But long can i go. I am not standing from where i fall, I fall even harder whenever i stop myself from crying. Didn't I know i could be so weak in your hands. I was blind to give up, not to even see what is good for me. I left with nothing. I feel like dying away from all these shit I am going through. Now, thou there are many people whom claim they concern about me, but do you know what i want, what i actually need? I need you so badly. There is this deep cut within me, this hole that dig me real deep.I am not seeking for attention, I have nobody to turn to, a sec they might be there for me, a min later they are gone. Who really stay for my sake? When I am having fever having so many pain in me, how wish you will be here. But I know you won't . you will never be there for me again. Time never heal, time never change. Everything is still the same, the old lechelle wants to be seen new again.

I miss you

2009-08-05T16:27:00.000-07:00

I want go boat q with cliques
sing my songs
&下一個天亮
how wish damien didn't go austrilia, i miss our duet.
come back quick!
I want to go club with kai & cliques
I want to drink the horror graveyard again
I want see how kai got drunk and mumble rubbish
I want to meet jojo to little guilin, so i can scare him
I miss my scappy family
I miss hansheng, miss ziying miss those good old times
I miss prawing, how i fly those rod above my head
I miss lynn, i dont where she go, but i hope she is fine
I miss Inda, i miss the way she grind,tectonik and shuffle
I miss lim chu kang, the stars over there
I miss his mum, every little thing
I miss the past
I forgot how i cried the previous 2 months
I want to sing myself a song
I want to be happy

2009-08-05T16:18:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning conversation with sin.

KANGWEI STOLE YOUR EEYORE ! says (7:16 AM):
you suck
KANGWEI STOLE YOUR EEYORE ! says (7:16 AM):
you will never find someone to love
KANGWEI STOLE YOUR EEYORE ! says (7:16 AM):
you will never settle down

you suck too sin! (:
haha

yeap! phelia visiting me later
hohohohohohoho.

2009-08-05T15:35:00.000-07:00

Till now, the pain still live within me. My thoughts is still struggling within my control, my misses i tried to put a stop in it. The pain seems to linger after this heartbreak so long, I want to be set free, free from this torture, this heart breaking. Can someone spare a thought for this relationship that hope to be forgiven. I know everything seems to be too late for any changes. I am not moving on, but what more can i do to deceive myself. dreams to reality seems the hardest thing every night, dreams i couldn't control how i want it to be, hence i always woke up with this pain that which i have to endure not to shed. How much i miss you how much i want you back, there are forever so many how much in me. I just want you to be happy, I hope you fine. I just wish i could die away from all this troubles all these pain. every fifth is a pain , take me away please. I am so tired, really.

God don't hear my prayer
river they don't cry
stars not shining for me tonight

I need a chance
I want to be seen
I wish I still stand something,

2009-08-05T07:11:00.000-07:00

Caah & me
now she got affected, so sorry!!
she said, " swine is not every year one time, is one per life time so must take pictures''
wtf? haha, drowsy for 3 days.
I dont like my bleeding gums =(

2009-08-05T07:09:00.000-07:00

Days before swine swine swine.....

2009-08-04T16:30:00.000-07:00

I really do appreciate for all the concern i had from you people.
especially caah my dearest 7 years friend, now I know who will stay for my sake.
hope she will be fine, not getting my virus, as she stay over a night in my place.
was really hungry yesterday night, so i order mac Donald's, now Im awake with 39.8 burning my head..
ah chen called saying he will visit me, so nice of him.. & manyyyy friends text me for concern, aww so touching.
please please hopefully the virus stay in me and not spreading to my families and caah.
dad rushed back from work brought me to doc, i was burning like hell, mum was worried,afraid might be swine. ended up it was. Doctor say is better to get it now, then to get it later, at lest my body system can be immune. so lucky luh, why bloody me?
body aching, fire burning,throat is fucking pain, i hardly breath as my lungs are in pain.
they asked me to quit smoking.
maybe maybe
1 week mc, = no supperclub= no gossip= no jeshua & inda
and the bunch of break dancer.
people interested in supperclub event on sunday text me
I got 4 guest list (:

lechelle get well soon ^^

2009-08-04T09:12:00.000-07:00

I got infected
Tamiflu
you know h1n1?
Im burning at 40.1
kill me
1 week mc
I want my
love care & concern
& I love caah, only she is not afraid of me
oh, thanks jeshua and jeref for the company.
they went around looking clinic for me
please
somebody call 911

2009-07-30T15:30:00.000-07:00

Supperclub= fun=laughter
& YES so sorry damn fucking lazy to blog nowadays
I think I am getting tired of nightlife,
hold on not being tipsy in clubs isn't easy
but you get to meet different people
my crews are fun people esp that bitch, you know fazih
I just love the way he talk & fall anytime anywhere.
at lest his drunk he fall & fall, unlike some.... will teach you like how a teacher teach a student
motherf irritating.
double O tonight with kai and cliques, Solomon damnnnnnnnn ^^
& kai was bloody drunk i guess, i was really sober, but i holddddd on!
had a great fun, & dearest jessica company me all the way.
we had funnnnnn , mimi rey eka & amanda was there as well.
but the night is young , but the party ended at2.30 , something crop up
tipsyyyy, im going bed.tata
Hearts all motherf

2009-07-28T02:17:00.001-07:00

I have to mention these, I got this new love to hang around. with cunzhi
sembawang beach is new love
Oh,Im loving supperclub!
yesterday was having party so much crazy with my mates
shuffle shaking all night long, bartop dancing wtf! hahaha
everyone went tipsy
&&&&&&&&& that asshole ran out tipsy but came back with a egg muffin burger
inada and me was laughing like fuck, wati was so tipsy but she can run around searching for fafzi
dex dex dexter was drunk! I took care of him because john told me i got extra love care and patient, wtf . After sending dex home, went to timah to eat, and home sweeeet home!
partyyyyy Wednesday!

2009-07-25T16:44:00.001-07:00

Jojo Coco Bobo

I did not went to work,think geisha took over me . heh

& bloodymary he more pop than me already!

*kenken

*xiao san dearest sandy

*gossip

*stars

*drenched!

I have a pic to show, my scappy family

2009-07-24T18:10:00.001-07:00

suddenly i missssss my girl xiao san! sandyyyyyy meet up soon ass!
you know what? Bobo miss you more than me!
because he drove you home!

2009-07-24T17:59:00.000-07:00

Was so tired from work I swear. & those break dancer was uber cool i swear.
met sarah the old bird of supperclub. hah! she damn entertaining,I like having her around!
&& many staffs are leaving supperclub i assume. management changing & stuff. wt&!@%#$
After work went to find Ivan at social house,nice place with nice Gm and floor manager. Now, should i stay, or should i go. tell me people!
& Now I got this craze over firefighters, you know that damn show?! haha
oh ya,dexter say i dont smile, you know why? because i can smile like a idiot, grins
goodnight im going to bed is 9.30am & i have to work later
tatas, & hearts all over the world

2009-07-23T16:14:00.000-07:00

如今想反悔誰人肯諒解

2009-07-23T09:29:00.000-07:00

I stand from where I fall,
but there isnt any hand to hold me up
My best mate came back from her holiday, but she doesn't know how much i miss her & need her. I didnt know she meant so much to me, because she never failed to cheer me up.
Now, what is left unsaid .

2009-07-23T06:59:00.000-07:00

It just motherfucking doesn't pay to be kind
& fuck off stop haunting me, and even in my dreams
I want to shake shake away from these stress
working tomorrow, Im already damn tired.
mentally torture soon or later I will fly off from my building

2009-07-22T17:44:00.001-07:00

2009-07-22T17:27:00.000-07:00

Have you ever really see a fallen star
heard me cry tonight
don't you ever let it go don't you ever let it show
I will cry you a sea of love
The star will always shine

2009-07-22T16:01:00.000-07:00

Was roaming around without direction,till i called yuan for supper. Hanqiang brought me chocolate & sweet to cheer me,Thank you v much. & ah chen make his way to meet me for a chat & off back to his camp. Actually was suppose to head down to sembawang, but was rather lazy. so i sat alone and linger for awhile, till Jojo came and rescue me from this stalker. I was siting down alone & i noticed this asshole kept cycling around me, & finally he went up to me and start talking alot of rubbish, I was afraid & scare actually so much wanted to wack him, I sms yuan for help. but inreturn he took me hrs to reply. & just nice Jojo ride pass for rescue, that motherfucker saw jo and off he hid behind the wall. Wtf?

2009-07-21T13:33:00.000-07:00

was sleeping the whole day,till I decide to meet cliques for supper.
everything is still the same, like how the way I am feeling now.
things will eventually change, but the fact is can never be change
yuan told me alot of things today, regarding about his problems, I felt really sad for what he is going through, like I am not worst but the lest.
They ask me to stand up from where I fall, those negative remarks about how i take things for granted really hurts alot, but I cant change the fact, from the way i react and the way i behave.
Yuan be happy or sad, you know Im just a call away if you someone to talk to.
I only realised things 2 years later, realised I am such a sorry for myself.
learn along the way, learn how to grow.
Don't predict, never believe, never trust what you assume.
now i need to learn from the hard way
sorry for every emotional post, I only can divert my feelings into words now.

& PLEASE,dont fall for me. Im not someone whom can change your life, I will only bring you misery
move on, don't bother to care please, thou i appreciate
I am what it takes.

2009-07-20T17:23:00.000-07:00

有些情緒是該說給懂的人聽

2009-07-20T17:13:00.000-07:00

I hold on today, I did not shed
I tried so hard
at the point of breaking down, i hold myself back
I did not choose to end it that way, i still have a long way to go
I met someone, someone whom tore me apart two years ago, he changed into
another soul whom make me felt so disappointed. maybe he is happy this way.His never ending
thai topic pissed me off eventually.
I met cunzi, the only one whom stay true and pinpoint all past
dont mention about it anymore, i dont want this kind of life.
I wont mention i will forget about everything include those happy & sadness
Is my bad, i brought this to myself i blame no one
move on lechelle,
Im trying.
apologise for those whom said they care,
sorry to doubt, i'll never want to trust

2009-07-20T03:39:00.000-07:00

Crying makes me heartache
sleeping dreaming of our past existence
suicide Im afraid to the place i will be going
pills don't help
crying like a river is pointless
Siting waiting wishing
again & again I hope to be set free
don't torture me anymore
i am going berserk
No matter how sad am I
I wont shed,
but how long can I bear

2009-07-19T09:16:00.000-07:00

Everyday trying hard to find a good excuse to stop myself from thinking
but there will be a day when i have no more excuses for myself
when you know everything is over, it is o v e r but yet I choose to linger a little bit more
Im sorry for the past , I have a past you never want to know
but it takes time for me to move on to my future
time don't heal that tormented heart it only bring in more memories add on with misery's
& again I doubt this
this time Im seriously hurt
for all the bad & the bads i chosen
Im sorry I just to end everything will a kiss
maybe emotional does kill
If only i worth something,
and only forever is not a word
but something that really mean lasting

2009-07-18T20:13:00.000-07:00

Was fucking drunk last night i swear
rey got me lychee martini & sex on the beach
Sebastian got me vodka redbull
& i forgot what shots i had with syed
2 mates leaving supperclub,aww boring.
the bouncer damn horny i swear, and neither i look sexy in white, because is real disgusting
mates over there is damn cool, shall take a group pic and show you guys
iqbal was asking me am i drunk, like obviously wtf. took transport home with them
4pm later at palawan beach, should i join them later or sleep?
oh & i puke for 1 hour randomly,
by the way finally meeting my sissy for lunch. something bad happen to her, but no worries okay
i'll be there for you. Hold on to me baby!
Im getting older each day with life consist of drink drank drunk
anyone really care about what I'm going through?
& whythe fuck no one save me yesterday!
all said will be there for me, where the hella you people go!

Hope you are doing fine

2009-07-17T16:36:00.000-07:00

Sandy sissy called me today telling me that somebody back stab me again
seriously like what the fuck okay, LIM BU NEVER OFFENCE YOU
why the fuck you can't stop your shits about me?
you think you fucking pretty is it?
yeah, so what i've go a stuck up face
its my face, you got problem with it?
I seriously feels so pissed off , fucking bimbo whom think highly of herself
wanna create more trouble come find me man.
once is enough, you gave it twice
I fucking never owe you a living
& for the sake of sandy i don't want to create troubles
since u so aren't happy about me come and talk straight to my face
fuck it
don't insult people like everyone owe you a fucking shit

Work is uber tiring today,lucky floormates and bartender and nice people
was semi tipsy after work due to too many liqours
& thanks ivan for the teaching
head of to bankok thai to find jj ah hua adeline
went to geylang to have thai food
damn shag
home sweet home
work again
get a life baby!

2009-07-16T22:05:00.001-07:00

I woke up by our past existence. Im so tired of it

2009-07-16T14:47:00.000-07:00

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2009-07-16T02:36:00.000-07:00

Should i go Australia, or stay in Singapore
with me without me no difference

2009-07-15T15:39:00.000-07:00

Rebel Attica Zica
Boat q with Jess,Jj,& wang
Saw makoto, & biggest surprise alive, he is so slim now
went to oasis to look for jaqueline
& I saw ah keong
Got a uncle clap for my singing ^^
5/10 is stupid because i lost to jj
saw a familiar face, not to mention
I dont want to link and think about it
Friday & sat working @ supperclub
10-4am
shag like f
jaq asked me intersted in working in oasis
should I ? should I not
Im learning Thai
& Who says Im happy?
deceiving is not a way to solve every single pain
but what more can I do
happy or not I still like to move on

2009-07-14T15:31:00.000-07:00

What hurt the most was being blinded up back my mistakes
I know nothing is true, but I choose to decieve myself
Now, Im left with nothing, a broken string attached to a broke heart
they dont link anymore, neither i want it be link
Never fall for a girl like me
it will be the biggest mistake
because i've never been true to myself
I hope I can run away from all this shits Im going through
In the first place, why am i save?
they should dump me somewhere far away,
dump my corpse, not me being alive lingering in the dark
I brought myself into this state, but I know I am never forgiven
I doubt, does God exist this time round
I close up,
Hope misses don't kill me
hope my liver report is a negative
& goodbye to all those whom i used to own
you people know nothing.

& i fucking hate you, dont say you care when you fucking don't

2009-07-14T07:41:00.000-07:00

Jojo is the best crap on earth
best entertaining award
he never failed to make me laugh

Friends i have have alot
those whom stay and those who talks
I know them best

Heard wang said there is something call kunmani
girl version of kumantong
Im thinking of something now, what about a guess from you?
old school, too much thaiclubs = too addicted with - walking in the sun

2009-07-14T02:33:00.000-07:00

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